Well, finally SOME of my projects / assignments are complete...
On Wednesday we did our final presentation on Who Am I...
All I can say is that I'm really satisfied with my work... Okay maybe not really really satisfied, but I' ve done my best. I'm not really sure what the lecturers and all think about my work, but trust me, I've put in sooooo much effort. If anybody thinks otherwise, I'm gonna beat the crap out of them.
I hope I get good grades for this project. I don't know if I've improved it enough from the last presentation, but no matter, what's done is done...
Problems I faced while doing this project?
1. Time
2. Concept / Ideas
3. Techniques / Technical stuff
I swear I have no time to do this project, well, not enough at least. Compared to other classmates who have the luxury to do their work at home, I have to do my work in school. Which totally sucks.
I can't smoke while doing my job, I can't eat or drink, I can't be in comfortable home clothes...
That's just some minor stuff... Seriously, I cycle to school everyday, and to be cycling home after a long day in school is exhausting. I only have 5 days to complete my work each week, when the rest can do it over the weekend. I know I shouldn't be whining and complaining, but it can't be helped. This sort of pressure will get to me sooner or later. Having to rush to complete my work. By 9.30 !!! If I can do my work at home, I can do it overnight, just like all my previous computer projects!! Plus I'm so excited to be doing the work! It's just that, I have to do it under such extreme circumstances. haiz....
And with all that stress, I really couldn't conceptualize my ideas. I had so many cool ideas to work with, but when I got to the computer, my mind went blank. So trying to find the best way to portray who I am is so stressing.
Lastly, I've never used After Effects before. So that itself took up a whole chunk of my time, trying to figure out what each button does, what the effects are and how they work, how to create what i want...
I so need money.
And today (thursday), I JUST finished my I AM A SQUARE thingy... I did it in 3.5hours!!!!!! And spent 1.5 hours figuring out how to use the thing. I'm so pissed off with Final Cut Pro, it sucks so badly.
I feel so relieved that I've completed my work! But I'm still going to school early on friday to touch up some stuff. Maybe change things up abit. I still feel it's not good enough. I HAVE TO BE BETTER THAN EVERYBODY ELSE!!!
With all of that out of the way, all I have left is my color theory work.
I can't do the work on my own, cos I'm color deficient. I need a guide.
I don't have any of the paints.
I don't have the paintbrushes.
I don't have the paper( if they're asking for cartridge paper or something)
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Its all bout' the money.
I STILL haven't paid my school fees.
Still no Wacom Pen
Still no art materials
STILL no books.
But I did go to the library to borrow an After Effects book! So don't say I'm not trying!
THIS IS A SUPER LONG POST! IM SORRY!
BUT I HAVE TO VENT OUT MY FRUSTRATIONS SOMEWHERE!
i just hope somebody reads this and understands my pain.
P.s. Can somebody teach me how to make my blog prettier?? pics? layouts? sound? tagboard?
anything.
K, here's another song.
On Wednesday we did our final presentation on Who Am I...
All I can say is that I'm really satisfied with my work... Okay maybe not really really satisfied, but I' ve done my best. I'm not really sure what the lecturers and all think about my work, but trust me, I've put in sooooo much effort. If anybody thinks otherwise, I'm gonna beat the crap out of them.
I hope I get good grades for this project. I don't know if I've improved it enough from the last presentation, but no matter, what's done is done...
Problems I faced while doing this project?
1. Time
2. Concept / Ideas
3. Techniques / Technical stuff
I swear I have no time to do this project, well, not enough at least. Compared to other classmates who have the luxury to do their work at home, I have to do my work in school. Which totally sucks.
I can't smoke while doing my job, I can't eat or drink, I can't be in comfortable home clothes...
That's just some minor stuff... Seriously, I cycle to school everyday, and to be cycling home after a long day in school is exhausting. I only have 5 days to complete my work each week, when the rest can do it over the weekend. I know I shouldn't be whining and complaining, but it can't be helped. This sort of pressure will get to me sooner or later. Having to rush to complete my work. By 9.30 !!! If I can do my work at home, I can do it overnight, just like all my previous computer projects!! Plus I'm so excited to be doing the work! It's just that, I have to do it under such extreme circumstances. haiz....
And with all that stress, I really couldn't conceptualize my ideas. I had so many cool ideas to work with, but when I got to the computer, my mind went blank. So trying to find the best way to portray who I am is so stressing.
Lastly, I've never used After Effects before. So that itself took up a whole chunk of my time, trying to figure out what each button does, what the effects are and how they work, how to create what i want...
I so need money.
And today (thursday), I JUST finished my I AM A SQUARE thingy... I did it in 3.5hours!!!!!! And spent 1.5 hours figuring out how to use the thing. I'm so pissed off with Final Cut Pro, it sucks so badly.
I feel so relieved that I've completed my work! But I'm still going to school early on friday to touch up some stuff. Maybe change things up abit. I still feel it's not good enough. I HAVE TO BE BETTER THAN EVERYBODY ELSE!!!
With all of that out of the way, all I have left is my color theory work.
I can't do the work on my own, cos I'm color deficient. I need a guide.
I don't have any of the paints.
I don't have the paintbrushes.
I don't have the paper( if they're asking for cartridge paper or something)
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Its all bout' the money.
I STILL haven't paid my school fees.
Still no Wacom Pen
Still no art materials
STILL no books.
But I did go to the library to borrow an After Effects book! So don't say I'm not trying!
THIS IS A SUPER LONG POST! IM SORRY!
BUT I HAVE TO VENT OUT MY FRUSTRATIONS SOMEWHERE!
i just hope somebody reads this and understands my pain.
P.s. Can somebody teach me how to make my blog prettier?? pics? layouts? sound? tagboard?
anything.
K, here's another song.
WHATS WRONG WITH THE WORLD TODAY
You see i wake up in the morning
to see the sunrise in the window
The sky above is burning
no one will ever see the snow
I never thought the world would change so much
I never thought the kids would fight and such
what the heck is going on
Is something wrong with me
Or is this world just gone?
People killing and people dying
Children hurt and families crying
What am i supposed to do
The planet's dying, yes its true
I never thought the world would change so much
I never thought the kids would fight and such
what the heck is going on
Is something wrong with me
Or is this world just gone?
You see i wake up in the morning
to see the sunrise in the window
The sky above is burning
no one will ever see the snow
I never thought the world would change so much
I never thought the kids would fight and such
what the heck is going on
Is something wrong with me
Or is this world just gone?
People killing and people dying
Children hurt and families crying
What am i supposed to do
The planet's dying, yes its true
I never thought the world would change so much
I never thought the kids would fight and such
what the heck is going on
Is something wrong with me
Or is this world just gone?
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