:)

Life's not bad after all... period.

I paid my school fees already.
So I get to continue school, soon.
I'm still suspended though, but nevermind, I still get to attend class.

I booked my TP already. Now I just need to get a PDL.

I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!
woohooo!!!

hmm, what else?

My Grandpa's getting better, probably.
He might get to go home soon. Still sickly though.
Well at least he doesn't have to die in a hospital right?

Well, anyway, alot of things have happened lately...
But one thing remains the same...
I mean,
No matter which time I'm in, what I'm doing with my life,
there's this one thing that has been successful at staying consistent in my life.

Everytime I get close to a girl,
When i really start to like her,
When I realise how special she might be in my life,
When I start to feel that I want her in my life...

...I get "dumped"
for somebody else...

I mean, it's not the first time it's happened.
Quite a number of times.

When things are just starting to get good,
somehow,
the girl manages to find another guy.

THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY?!?!??!?!?!?!?!

As happy, or satisfied as I am with my school and all now,
life still somehow sucks because of this one thing.

I let myself fall for somebody,
and then realise,
that instead, I let myself fall face down onto the pavement.

Like getting a big scar,
it stings!
it sucks!
it hurts!

Am I not a good enough guy?
I mean, seriously.

There was this one time,
this girl I knew,
we started getting closer,
and after spending some time with her,
getting close to her,
I started to like her.
And before I could get the chance to reveal my feelings,
She finds herself a boyfriend.
I know I might be a lil' slow to make a move,
but,
c'mon,
Am I THAT unlucky?????
It's happened more than once.

and recently it happened again.
and in such a short time.
terima kasih tummy trim.

I change my mind,
LIFE DOES SUCK.





p.s. Nad, can't believe I saw you just now!!
U were so pretty!