On the other end of my emotional highway though,
I feel really crappy.
As usual.
Somebody once said:
How we are valuable is more important than how valuable we are.
But when I come to think about it, I can never really know how I am valuable.
I don't have anybody who can really appreciate me enough to tell me that I'm valuable.
Ultimately, I'm alone.
STILL
Am I not valuable?
Finally, I don't know who to talk to...
but
I am not mad at you.
I'm furious, dissappointed, dumbfounded, sad, confused and starting to lose hope.
I'm sorry,
but you keep making me feel down.
and I know I make you feel down when I'm down.
sorry.
bleargh....
haiz...
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